I've got kidnapped by the military

So... I've been active in this sub for a while, but recently I've got kidnapped into military service.

Honestly, it is rough. You feel like shit, you can't think, you can't do anything without notifying your higher-ups (even fucking go to the toilet ffs). You have basically no personal space, no hygiene and obviously such things lead to widespread illnesses.

I've got pneumonia. A lot of people got it in my batallion. Everyone you see around is coughing their lungs out. So we got spared and taken to the hospital. It is the only reason I can write this post, because my phone had been taken away from me for 2+ weeks.

I really can't take this shit. I'm a weak guy with higher education and mostly mentally intense work. Why did I get drawn into fucking airborne assault forces? My country is fine with kidnapping people just to fill out the ranks and meet quotas.

Anyway. It's just a bit of a rant. I'll try to get out of here legally if I can. If I can't, I'll just escape. Because fuck this. I'm not willing to die for a country that doesn't give a shit about her people. This whole thing is cult-like and I'm not enjoying it in the slightest.

So... I've been active in this sub for a while, but recently I've got kidnapped into military service.

Honestly, it is rough. You feel like shit, you can't think, you can't do anything without notifying your higher-ups (even fucking go to the toilet ffs). You have basically no personal space, no hygiene and obviously such things lead to widespread illnesses.

I've got pneumonia. A lot of people got it in my batallion. Everyone you see around is coughing their lungs out. So we got spared and taken to the hospital. It is the only reason I can write this post, because my phone had been taken away from me for 2+ weeks.

I really can't take this shit. I'm a weak guy with higher education and mostly mentally intense work. Why did I get drawn into fucking airborne assault forces? My country is fine with kidnapping people just to fill out the ranks and meet quotas.

Anyway. It's just a bit of a rant. I'll try to get out of here legally if I can. If I can't, I'll just escape. Because fuck this. I'm not willing to die for a country that doesn't give a shit about her people. This whole thing is cult-like and I'm not enjoying it in the slightest.