imposter syndrome

I graduated with my degree in biomedical science with a cgpa of 3.65 and sgpa of 3.5. while doing so, I managed to gather up 3000 hours of HCE and 1000 hours of PCE. I’ve also shadowed for 100 hours and volunteered for 100 hours while being a STEM ambassador. I have well over 500 hours of research with 2 presentations. I would have been able to do more but I am a caretaker of my siblings which prevents me from getting more ECs. My baby sibling was born in my sophomore/junior (early grad) and it kind of derailed my schedule.

I don’t know if it’s worth saying that i’m a first-gen refugee that comes from a disadvantaged background but i’m hoping it at least provides some perspective. I haven’t taken the mcat yet because it is a big financial decision for me and I don’t want to unless i’m a bit more confident in myself. unfortunately, i let a lot of things get to my head including unsupportive/pessimistic parents who convinced me I’d be wasting my time. my imposter syndrome is at an all time high rn.

I hate sounding like a neurotic and anxiety ridden pre med and i’m sure i do but i don’t know where else to turn. I was considering applying to MD/DO and i don’t have a preference. i know it may not be all about the numbers and other factors matter as well, but i want to make sure my stats are at least worthy. this is probably annoying im sorry but any honesty or guidance would be appreciated :,)