Neighbor died

yesterday an elderly neighbor died in a house fire and it’s been nagging me. I only talked to her twice, she talked my ear off at a yardsale and I brought her coookies as a kind gesture.

i guess it’s just a wee feeling? know ad talking to a person and them just being dead now? it’s off. I’ve never had someone I knew die so I guess this is just how everyone feels.

and now I’m even going through the cliche movie thing where random things remind me her, like I was randomlh watching better call Saul and its the episode where he was hosting bingo.

Maybe I feel guilty of not knowing her better? Or I just can’t quite swallo death? I’m unsure but wanted to talk ab it