I hate blowjobs

There it is. I (32m) genuinely hate blowjobs. Always have, and I think I always will. Any sexual partners I've told have been surprised as they've not heard of a guy hating getting head. I love going down on a woman, but severely struggle on a woman going down on me. I can stretch to a 69 at a push - but even then I cannot wait for it to stop. Am I alone in this?