I hate my job

I graduated nursing school in June 2023. I’ve only been a nurse for a little over a year and I hate it. I work at my local hospital because I’m from a small town and there aren’t many opportunities and I know it’s not for me. The shift work and night shifts are killing me. I have constant migraines and anxiety. I miss a lot of work because of my anxiety and migraines which causes more anxiety… it’s a vicious circle. I’ve never felt like this with a job before, this is also my second career so it’s not my first full time job. I don’t know what to do, I’ve gotten on medication to help with anxiety, but I still wake up before every shift sweating and in a panic. I want to go down to part time hours cause I’m constantly exhausted and burnt out but my partner isn’t supportive of it. Am I suppose to live like this for the rest of my life? I’ve looked into other job opportunities but like I said there isn’t much where I live. I honestly feel like I’m loosing my mind. Nursing has ruined my life. I don’t feel like myself anymore. This sounds so dramatic but I need to get this out.