This is embarrassing to post, but haven’t had a real “boyfriend” sort of interaction in 4 years now

Since then I was with two other guys (one only extremely briefly, because I got uncomfortable; the other was decent) but only in a “hookup” sort of way, not in a “we meet organically and then ask each other to go hiking and then go to my apartment to play a video game” sort of way 😢

I want to find a long term bf but it’s not really a good timing in my life

I have met new friends though, that’s been good! But some of them live far away, and don’t know when we’ll next meet

It’s kind of annoying how modern life is, you become close to friends or bf and then gradually drift apart as everyone moves far away for jobs (after university or changing jobs)