the way i look has made my depression severe

I've never been good-looking but after I had a rhinoplasty I realised it was a big mistake. My nose looks noticeably worse, ugly and wider than before. When people see me, they usually will literally stop and stare at me for a long time. I'm not joking. I get so many stares and almost shocked looks that I can't ignore it anymore. And I know for certain that it's because of my fucked up nose I've started using a face mask when I'm around people because I'm ashamed of the way I look. Even leaving my house feels overwhelming and difficult and life feels hopeless. My mental health has never been this bad.