The.....impossible happened yesterday one week update
Sorry for the late post I spent all day playing Pokemon Legends Arceus trying to get shiny enamorus yesterday. I hope that is excusable
All joking aside my update.
Since Tuesday last week I have taken 3 trips that should not have been possible but I have suffered no ill effects. In fact for the first time since I got ill, I've been getting noticeably stronger. In between were days of working on my hair detangling it for up to 3 hours a day.
I went on another 2 mile walk up a very steep uphill part for most of it which was extremely challenging but 2 days later I'm no worse for wear for the first time.
I can breathe, being upright doesn't challenge me sitting up for hours like it used to. My sound sensitivity also seems to be getting better slowly as well.
Hearing about Chinese New Year tonight I think I might be able to go out instead of groans that I might be missing out on yet another thing.
I feel whole in a way I haven't felt in so long and I'm starting to think of dreams and activities I want to do.
I want to take my gf to a museum next week and I'm not in fear of pushing myself the way I used to.
I might even be able to walk around it a decent amount this time.
It's overwhelming in a good way but after all this time it feels so so bizarre.
The grief of years has built up and hits me from time to time, all the emotions I buried for so long because they would crush me. But I can experience and interact with them in ways I couldn't before.
It feels like returning home after a long time away.
I hope you all get to experience this too someday
TLDR: Still doing great no PEM just adjusting