i think about you a lot.

all the time actually. i’ve dreamt about you nearly every night this week. i really miss what we had, and some stupid, silly part of me keeps holding out hope that you’ll change and we’ll reunite, when we’re matured and grown. i know you’re with someone new now and i don’t want to be selfish and contact you. still, i really hope this isn’t goodbye and just an ‘ill see you later’. i know it’s been over a month since we went no contact and 4/5 months since we’ve ended things but you’re still all i think about. i’m sorry for messing things up. know i’m always here for you. for as long as i exist in this world, someone will always love you.

i wonder if you think about me too?