A story which shouldn't have ended
I got a thought of telling a beautiful story of my life which should have never ended It all started when i was in 10th , a introvert and average guy , was new to school as i joined that school in 9th class and completed half 9th in online , so in 10th no much friends or anything , it was going good until i was invited to a instagram group by my junior who was close to me and i joined and there i met a girl from our class but different class , observed her many times , was very active , talks to everyone , but thought i would never be able to talk to her , then on a random day regarding a project i started talking to her in her DM , Then we talked everyday for over 5 months , kuch feelings jaise aagaye the , lekin was not sure then one day in jan ( i remember but wont tell the date ) she started talking about a guy and i was feeling a bit jealous and without knowingly i started talking to her like i want you just with me , etc , fir usko pata nhi kese randomly propose kiya , usne accept nhi kiya lekin she didnt reject also , then for few days it went like that , one day she was near me in school talking then randomly i held her hand and that feeling>>>> She also felt good and she was saying nothing , then she said that i am okay with this but dont want a relationship , but after a week , she accepted me , then we were in relationship , we used to talk everyday , she was the best chapter in my life , we would meey everyday , hold hands and talk and hug , it was all good for 5 months , she even joined same college as mine in 11th ( we call 11th college here ) all was going good and smoothhh , but then on a random day , i was not in a good mood and family situations were not good , so i was angry on something , kuch chutiya sujha mind me and i messaged her lets break up , usne reason pucha me kuch nhi bata paya , usne bola nhi lekin mene gusse me boldiya final hai , uske baad usne mujhe block kardiya , mene usse , oekim after a week i realised ki galat kiya , lekin me toh blocked tha , so it went on for 2 months , one random day i searched her id on snapchat and i got it and sent request , yeh 2 months ke beech me mera ek dost hai , usne mujhe uske bareme gas light kiya ki woh kisi aur ke saath relationship me hai aur bohot kuch bola , mene gusse me bohot kuch bola jo galat tha , lekin me apni galti manta hu , woh dost ne woh saare chats ke screenshot usko bheje kyunki woh usko behen maanta tha aur bola ki tereko uske paas nhi aane dunga , tune uske saath acha nhi kiya , 2 months baas snap me req bheja , chat kiya , fir apologise kiya ki sorry , i was not in my senses that time , sorry for everything i said , etc . Fir usse chat karne laga , usko firse chahta tha mein lekin uske dost mujhse usko dur rakh rahe the mujhse , fir ek din dandiya ke liye bulaya , hamlog gaye , me thoda emotional hogaya , thode photos liye , roj baat kar raha tha lekin 2023 ek end me usne mujhe message kiya ki i dont want this chapter to go in 2024 , i want to start the year fresh and me usko force bhi nhi kar sakhta , i was helpless and said okay , goodbye hogaya , cut to today , its been a year , abhi tak kisise baat nhi hoti , na koi dost , akela hu , shayad woh ek lucky charm thi lekin ig the chapter was meant to end , 1 saal se dost nhi hai , akela hu , dost hai lekin saare back bitchers hai , isliye kisiko trust nhi karta , move on nhi ho raha , lekin karlunga move on 🗿 :) socha ki bhoj utarlu , jyada baat kardiya