Extreme Mental Anguish Since the Servers have went Down...

It's been 5 hours without XIV, I can't stop shaking and I'm having severe withdrawals. I woke up today trying to log onto XIV but the game was down, I had a major panic attack but managed to calm down after a few hours. I couldn't go to school today, and I can barely get out of my bed to do anything. I'm sick to my stomach at this point, life is worthless. It's been 5 hours now without XIV. I can no longer take this torture. I'm unable to stop crying and shaking, I've had 10 mental breakdowns. I can't bear the torture of not being able to attend Balmung nightclubs. I'm starting to hallucinate, I need my 2B leggings Hrothgar again. Please Yoshi P fix this I have no more motivation to go on, my life is worthless. I can't take this anymore. XIV has been down for 5 hours, I am receiving extreme side affects of extreme withdrawals, extreme anxiety, depression, and illness. 5 + hours without XIV... I'm having a mental break down right now and I can not control myself. I tried touching grass and almost fainted. I miss G'raha Tia and I have been surviving this hellish challenge called "Survive without XIV" for almost 6 hours now, I'm about to be host grabbed in here. Put a note on my grave when XIV is online again...