Finances and PMDD

Maybe just looking for validation that I'm not the only one.

Period is due any time. Had a very shitty thing happen on Friday, and more things compounded over the weekend, and I just went on a "fuck it" spree, spending a few hundred dollars (credit card) on food and drinks and some merch at a concert. Not the first time I've done this, and now I'm shame spiraling because I already live paycheck to paycheck and have been working hard to get out of the little bit if CC debt I have. It's nothing so severe but I just feel miserable and embarrassed because I'm okay with money when I'm not suffering from PMDD (compounded by shitty life circumstances).

Does anyone else go through this when you're suffering through PMDD that you end up spending irresponsible money just to do anything to make the moment better?