Scared of spiro

Hi! I (21F) was diagnosed with PCOS a few years ago and have been struggling mainly with the physical symptoms (hair loss, hirsutism) as well as missed periods and anxiety and all the other lovely things that come with this condition :)

Looking to hear some experiences of people on spiro and how it went (please no horror stories lol)

I have a dermatologist appointment tm for the hair loss and I’m fairly certain she’s going to suggest spiro based on the research I’ve done. However I am terrified of the side effects (I also have terrible health anxiety/ocd) specifically, the increased anxiety, weight gain in the chest, and decreased sex drive

I was on junel fe birth control for a while and it caused all of the above side effects and truly destroyed my mental health (I’m only just getting it back to where it was) so naturally I’m terrified of anything new.