Question about LSD making you more mature?

When I am on LSD I feel like I'm 1000 times more mature, understand everything, can see the big picture of everything etc. I see how silly/childish and narrowminded I usually am when I'm not on LSD. I feel like I have everything figured out and all the puzzle pieces fit together.

I can also feel how other people are feeling, i can feel the setting/mood of the area I'm in.. I might feel like a little innocent harmless rabbit at times, then I experiment thinking that hey, I'm not a rabbit.. I'm a badass, and the strength and guts it takes to say that on LSD to actually get into the mindset is tough.

The thing is that I just wonder if this is normal if I'm experiencing something that is normal for most people even those that are not on LSD? Because I think about that there is lots of girls that pretend that they are rabbits, and lots of men that give off the feeling of being a hamster who just wants to be safe and cozy.

And when you talk about how aweful the world is, I can see that peoples reaction are they feel a bit sick and just want to not listen. When I'm on LSD I feel just like that as well but not when I'm not on LSD.

Thing is that I have autism but not on any extreme level like rainman, no one would be able to guess I have autism. I also have too little of some chemical in my brain, don't remember what it was but the word endorphins keep coming to mind but it might not be that but since I have too litle of this chemical production it can make it easier for myself to have panic attacks than it is for other people.

But I have read that when you take LSD you get lots and lots of endorphins and lots of other chemicals into your brain and they just get mixed up into places they don't belong for a temporary while.

So maybe whatever problems I'm having in my brain that limits how my brain works so I can't feel and see the world the same way normal people do, but when I take LSD I can see it just like everyone else.

Or maybe this theory I have is completely wrong but then it's still nice to find out that so I don't have to keep thinking about this.