Anyone else too much in love with a character? Like for real?

So I'm kinda just looking for people to relate to i guess? Im like a massive loner (💀) and dont really have anyone to talk to about stuff but yeah, title kinda says it I guess. I've been doing this kinda thing since i was 11 years old and im 23 now so im well versed but like recent-ish I've kinda fallen in love with a character probably deeper than i ever have and i know its probably unhealthy and junk but like i said, if anyone feels the same and kinda wants to get stuff off their chest with me it's much appreciated 😭 we can just talk about our characters and how bad we have it for them?? Im not looking for advice, i already know its not healthy and i dont have it in me to care right now because if i didnt have this, I'd be so much worse off 😮‍💨

Also happy to talk about characters like this but you see them as family etc, i got that going on too 💀 also shifting and dr stuff if you happen to be into that cause its kinda connected.

Posted to fanfic because i figured a lot of people will have strong character connections here?

Hoping to find someone who understands i guess ❤️