I don't wanna play this no more

I started playing this game a while back and never got very far. Tonight I decided to give it another try. I didn't know what this game really was. My friend had told me to play it. Tonight I made a new save and went in thinking it was a normal game (before you say it) yes I knew this game was rated m. But I never looked close at the description of what was in it. I wish I had. I played the game and chose the 'I love you' option. I didn't think much of it. I also made a save before that selection. I continued and then things got weird. I got to the bedroom scene. Seeing that (you know what I'm referring to) made me physically sick. I started shaking. Now I have played things much scarier then this. But something about this game made it worse. I have a big tolerance for scary stuff. But this made me so unsettled. I felt really sick and didn't know what to do. I quickly went to re load my save and it was deleted. Then it re started my game.. but different. Mind you I'm still sat there shaking. I played a bit further to about the manga part on the floor where I couldn't take it and I deleted the game and hid it from my playstation library. After thinking alot about it, I know why I was so shook about what happened. Years ago I lost a very very close friend of mine to suicide the same exact way. Shorty after that happened I nearly did it myself but saw a way out. I'm now living a good life with a good job and a pretty good relationship. So yeah I'm not playing this game again lol. Just needed to get my thoughts out here cuz I'd rather talk about it thru an internet personal rather then me irl to me significant other.